Thursday 14 June 2012

a sad day...

After lunch today, I ran out to a few stores. I was looking for containers to reorganize our pantry. I started to feel a little queasy and my stomach felt crampy. So, I ran home to lay down and felt better after a while. I thought it was strange to feel so nauseous one second and better 10 minutes later. So, I ran to Walgreens to buy a pregnancy test. I took the test and noticed 2 faint lines. I blinked a few times and my heart started racing. There were definitely two lines. I. was. positive.

I tried not to freak out and decided to get a better pregnancy test. I need to know for sure. So, I ran to CVS this time (so the walgreens lady wouldn't think I was nuts) and bought another box. I took the test as fast as I could and it was negative.

Now, I'm just feeling really down. I knew I probably wasn't pregnant. We aren't trying quite yet, but we aren't really not trying either. I knew I shouldn't have taken that stupid test. But I did. And now I'm really upset.

I just can't forget that feeling I had when I saw 2 lines. It's indescribable. I know my time will come, but it's really hard waiting. I'm not sure if I should tell my husband about what happened today or not. He might think I'm crazy. So, I figured I'd tell you guys instead.

Before Baby Lady

7 comments:

  1. It's really uncommon to get a false postive. I bet your pee was just really diluted since you had just taken a test right before. I would take another one in the morning if I were you. Fingers crossed that it's positive!!

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  2. :( I would have been so sad too. I think we are going to be trying at the same time :) We aren't trying yet either, but I'm not on the pill to get my cycles normal. I'm anxious about my period this month too. I can't wait to hear if you try again in the morning what happens :) crossing my fingers for you!!!

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  3. Try taking one tomorrow morning again. I got a negative amongst the positivies when we found out and I figure it was just from diluted urine because I am 33 weeks along. Good luck and you will havr your two lines one day I'm sure!

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  4. thanks guys. I guess I'll try again in the morning. I did show my husband and he can see the line too. So I know it's not just hopeful wishing. I still think it will be negative though.

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  5. Awwwwww....I wish I could give you a huge hug right now. I'll be thinking about you in the morning. If it's not then...one day. And then you may be like me...take 5 and still think WOW!!! :)

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  6. well, they were negative. Just like I suspected. Thank you all for your sweet comments. I know it will happen one day!

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  7. Oh my word. This happened to me a few weeks ago. Before my son, we had a hard time getting pregnant and now we're REALLY NOT TRYING. Atleast not for now. But I thought I was preggo so I took a test and the dang thing had the two lines for positive. We went from not wanting to be pregnant to soooo happy and emotional in a matter of seconds. But? It was a false positive. I took like 10 more haha and almost a month later, we know for sure that i'm not pregnant. It felt like I got punched in the stomach.

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